Tuesday, October 5

[making harmless sparks]

I'm having a hard time feeling inspired anymore. I don't know why everything is flat. Before, even if it was angsty or pathetic or boring, at least I was expressing myself. I feel dull. Is it just getting older? Realizing the special things have already been created, have already been said. It seems like a waste before I start and when I do, god, I am so dull.

It's easier to admit that I don't have much and stick to as close to little as possible. That will have to work for now, at least until I find something better.

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