I am dying. or I was dying. Not to be melodramatic or anything. Just writhing in pain if you want to know. My head is all spins and and my stomach is clenched and my ears are heavy and my chest is full and then airy. My whole body is vibrating to some sickly rhythm. I don't want to take part anymore but whomever decides such things simply does not care. I am trying to be excited about reunion, and soft orange cats, and soggy October's.
my heart is not in it.
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